Yay! (again)

Assalamualaikum wbt

Here I am, writing again. (Tetibe teringat ada sorang sahabat nih, 'hey u start blogging again..'

Apekah. I mean, really. I've been writing (or typing, rather) since forever! (exaggerated a bit, yes)

But then, only those on the 'alam maya' and that can be accessed counts, correct?

Plus, 'blog' comes from web+log, thus only those on the alam maya. period.

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Anyways, what makes me writing again? Perasaan, arahan, perasaan, fikiran, ajakan, suruhan?, perasaan lagi

I dunno, I reckon it's whats inside. (So is the answer perasaan? Yes, in a way). But isn't perassan something that you 'feel', rather than... what..you..write (and again, type)? (Owh, me being technical again.)

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Wait, whats with the Yay! above?

Teringat lagi sorang sahabat. I once posted nothing but just that 3-lettered word. And that friend commented, '... secara rasminya, saya merasmikan blog ini ...'. Tak tahan betul. Ada lagi sambungan, tapi tak perlu lah nak panjangkan cerita. LOL

So, teringat zaman lama...

Teringat perasaan di masa tersebut.

Teringat diri pada masa tu..

Teringat ...

Alamak, macam2 la nak ingatkan.

(Ni la satu masalah blog, or LOG, nak kena TULIS. Boleh tak kalau fikir aje, terus translated into writing?)

Anyway,...

Then I'm back in 2010, back in Adelaide, back in my room.

Suddenly (surprise, surprise), I decided to write again.

(I think.)

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Sharing is caring (wtv that means, really). I care, does not mean that I share, right?

Ok, fine, that depends on what you share.

So, what I blog is what I saw, what I think about, what I feel, what I experienced (even though that is not so true as well). I can only write so much. I can only write what I want to write. My blogging about what I experienced/saw/felt/thought can never be the same as compared to actually experiencing/seeing/feeling itself.

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My Side II, so why the second version?

Ask me no questions, and I'll tell you no lies.

Nah, cheesy answer ok.

This is my clean slate, should I say?

I still have the quite-dirty slate. Lets just say I'm more comfortable with the clean one, but I still remember the old one.

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Tetibe teringat lagi, 'Kalau sakit, awak selalu pegi mane?', ada sorang lagi sahabat ni tanya.

I was like, '........ . Aaaa'

And she went, 'Owh, tak pernah saket eh? (sambil tergelak)'

I said, ' agak la'

Tetibe lagi, today...

I bought a generic Paracetamol at a pharmacy (after I had a good large bowl of Choc ice cream. Nice one.)

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Pernah dengar, sakit tu kaffarah dosa.

Sakit pun membuktikan kita ni manusia.

Teringat lagi, Allah kata, setiap bencana yang menimpa bumi dan diri sendiri itu dah tertulis di Luh Mahfudzh sebelum Kami mewujudkannya. Sungguh, itu mudah bagi Allah agar kita tak sedih dengan apa yang hilang dari kita dan tak terlalu gembira dengan apa yang Allah beri kepada kita.

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So, diriku, ambillah pengajaran,

Pernah dengar jugak, bila kita sakit ni, maknanya Allah beri attention kepada kita.

Sakit ni sebagai peringatan kepada kita. Muhasabah diri. Nikmat Allah tu anytime Dia boleh tarik balik.

Pendek kata, setiap perkara tu ada hikmah disebaliknya. Its really up to us whether or not to muhasabah balik diri, to take peringatan from it, to remember akan ke-kerdil-an kita, and the fact that kita sangat amat tak patut sombong dan take for granted nikmat yang Allah pinjamkan pada kita.

Enough said.

Wassalam alaikum.